Hmmmm.....life right now is just one crazy crazy whirlpool. Finished uni a week ago today. Had the greatest weekend at Donnington festival which we got into for free cos we were stewarding. Which basically meant giving wristbands to like a million people for 12 hours in the boiling hot sun! But was soooo worth it and sun is always nicer than rain. I now have the darkest tan in the world which loadsa people are jealous of but i hate it! grrr. Im dark enough anyway thanks! : / But anyway...it was so worth it cos had a cool weekend and watched a ton of cool bands. Metallica played as a surprise in the punk tent too which was really fantastic even though im not a huge fan the atmostphere was electric!!
However, back home and it was the start of a working life for me. In at bloody 8/9 in the morning is not what im used to. Its so scary being thrown straight into the real world of work. I miss being a student. Im so stressed out already! But i guess the first mth of new job is always gonna be tough. I mean its easy enough...just admin stuff....but the people i work with are so much older than me and its kinda intimidating. Sure i'll survive but in the mean time im knackered and stressed and taking it out on poor andy who has other things on his mind :( It sux. Really need to chill out more. I just wish i wasnt left in the office on my own so much. its so scary and i feel kinda useless not knowing my way round yet. ahhh well. One can only learn.....
Listening to onelinedrawing. they r so the most beautiful band. Jonah's voice is just so strong and full of so much emotion. It always makes me smile :) Which is what i need right now. I just realised im sure it will all be much better as soon as the first pay cheque comes in.....Will make missing out on nights out with my mates and trips to theme parks worth it.....(loads of my mates went to Alton towers - like the best theme park ever that i have never been to! today and im just really jealous and bitter. can u tell?)
hehehehe. anyway. Im gonna go now before i moan anymore.
Nite nite
xxxxxxxxxx Debs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
